[Verse 1]
You showed up like peace,
But I don’t trust quiet things.
So I lit a match just to feel heat—
Watched your love go up in flames.
You gave me gold, I turned it grey,
Told myself it wouldn’t last.
Now you’re fading in the rearview,
And I’m staring at the crash.
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[Pre-Chorus]
I break what I crave,
Then blame you for leaving.
Cut the ropes,
Then cry like I’m bleeding.
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[Chorus]
I sabotage every hand that tries to hold me,
Build a wall, then beg you not to go, please.
Say I want love, then drown it in doubt,
I scream your name — after I shut you out.
I poison what I pray for,
Burn bridges I can’t replace.
I wanted you to save me...
But I set the stage for my own fate.
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[Verse 2]
I kiss like I mean it, then disappear,
Say I need space when you get too near.
Love feels like a loaded gun—
And I’m the one who pulls the trigger, just for fun.
I write promises in smoke,
Then vanish with the wind.
You were heaven at my doorstep—
So I never let you in.
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I starve for the touch,
Then flinch when you’re near me.
I sever the ties,
Then drown in the fear of you leaving.
[Chorus]
I sabotage what could've been salvation,
Chose the edge over the foundation.
I light the fuse, then cry at the flame,
Pretend I don’t know why you’re in pain.
I curse the silence I created,
Blame the mess I made on fate.
I wanted to be saved…
But I never planned to change.
[Bridge]
I’m addicted to the ruin,
Comfort in the ache.
Even when I’m loved right…
I still find a way to break
[Final Chorus]
I sabotage the light you tried to guide me with,
Built a kingdom out of cracks I never fixed.
I strike the match, then curse the smoke,
Act surprised when you're the one who chokes.
I haunted the silence, then called it a cage,
Buried the truth and blamed it on fate.
I begged for a lifeline...
But never let go of the weight.
[Outro]
Don’t forgive me.
I knew what I was doing.
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