I don't want to feel, regardless it's always the same
I can only rescue you as long as you'll let me babe
I play hero so well you can hardly tell I'm so afraid
I'd rather lose you now than love you, I'm to blame
I've always been this big of a mess you see
I don't need to lie to you, I promise I'll change
The way you look at me now tells me the truth
It's too late to go back and do it over again
You can't erase what you seen, it's as bad as it seems
My triggers get the best of me, I get emotional
My feelings run deep, things just seem to bother me
It's never been a secret I could keep, it shows
I run away quickly, the less you know the better
The real me, makes you weak at the knees
Not in a good way, toxic has its way again
I can't change my tone for you, can't change my face
Reading under neath the surface, boil it over
TIll the fuckin pot breaks, must be a mistake