Black and white: distortions

Where'd my light go, dark creeps out loud now and ive been blind for ages, I'm sensitive to sound now, but words that echo ain't ones to hear, replay them through my mind tiill what's real disappears, convince myself of only the worst, I'm spiraling out of control again, get out or let me dround is a no Brainer for sure, bunt out, lash out, tired of the circles, opinions that mattered coming to clash now, all I see is your back as you run away, wow and to say I warned you doesn't change a thing, silence hangs in the air so loud, you still ruined everything you ever touched of me, I'll never be the same again, lucky for me misery is my my middle name, didn't I tell you before, discover there's a place for me, just not next to you, make me the problem so you can do you again you werent listening to me, lost interest with the light, long ago you would of done anything to keep me sane, but now I'm a chore I let myself get close enough to be used, but now I'm all used up and you've moved on once more