Some say that life was never meant to be easy
I was not aware it would be this hard
Touched as a kid
smoking cigarettes by five
Smoking weed at thirteen
Taking speed not long after
Wish I never took speed along with acid
Because it soooooo fucking good that you don't want to come down
so you go again...
Next thing you know
Days have past
Can't remember when you ate food last
Still can 't sleep but can't stay awake
Maybe I'll try another way.
Wake up from a haze wake up from a daze eyes are closed about to dose off but its time to go to work..... fuck that I'll get high instead and I'll lie in bed
So call in sick
one too many times
Now I'm standing in line
At Centrelink
On the dole for many years just so can buy some beers
Ooh I lie
I bought gear
I'm a high functioning drug addict
It doesn't make me a bad person
I might doooo some dumb shit from time to time but it shouldn't affect you
I'm just a little lost and a little bit down I don't know how find my fee
t or how
I can make things better
But I will keep trying to better myself even though I use drugs