High functioning

Some say that life was never meant to be easy

I was not aware it would be this hard

Touched as a kid

smoking cigarettes by five

Smoking weed at thirteen

Taking speed not long after

Wish I never took speed along with acid

Because it soooooo fucking good that you don't want to come down

so you go again...

Next thing you know

Days have past

Can't remember when you ate food last

Still can 't sleep but can't stay awake

Maybe I'll try another way.

Wake up from a haze wake up from a daze eyes are closed about to dose off but its time to go to work..... fuck that I'll get high instead and I'll lie in bed

So call in sick

one too many times

Now I'm standing in line

At Centrelink

On the dole for many years just so can buy some beers

Ooh I lie

I bought gear

I'm a high functioning drug addict

It doesn't make me a bad person

I might doooo some dumb shit from time to time but it shouldn't affect you

I'm just a little lost and a little bit down I don't know how find my fee

t or how

I can make things better

But I will keep trying to better myself even though I use drugs