Predator

I wish this would end

Pain and sorrow

I'm left to wallow in my own pitty

Noone cares

If I live or die

I don't have any mote tears to cry

That well had run dry years ago

It all started when I was young

You crept up on me and had your way

If you knew what that would do to me

Would you have still done it

I was scared

I didn't know what to do you were meant to be a protector but instead you became a predator

A PREDATOR

How could some do this to some one so young

Innocence stolen

Heart broken

Noone to talk to

Noone would believe me is what he said and after that he would kill me

I don't want to die

But I don't want to live alone

Maybe it's just better off

If I ..

there is no more pain

No more scatter brain delusions

No wondering what if I didn't do what they told me to

What if I survived

I don't know

I don't know.

I'm not suicidal don't get me wrong I put a bold face on and act really strong

But it's an

act.

You might think I got it all together

But that is far from true

I don't know what is better

To follow the crowd

Or speak the truth