Aborted Soul

I'm sorry you couldn't love me you would of been my dad you say you were against it but borrowed money to get it done.

I was against it I swear I was there nothing more that I wanted to give to you was my love.. I am so sorry I could not change her mind and she said the only reason was that she might die I hope you can forgive me

I really wanted you to live and be a part of my life.. I can say this now because I am so lonely and a part of me feels like it's missing and I think it's you..

I cry as i write tears like raindrops pour.

I'm sorry I was not strong enough to resist temptation and not have unprotected sex that brought you near . .

I'm so sorry my aborted soul

I wish it was different