Still here

I wake up with your name in my head

Empty rooms, things you never said

I replay laughs like they’re still alive

But the silence hits me every night

I’m tired of pretending I’m okay

I’m drowning in the words I never say

WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE ALONE?

I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I’M SO DAMN COLD

I CARRY YOUR GHOSTS INSIDE MY CHEST

I’M FALLING APART BUT I’M TRYING MY BEST

I’M STILL HERE—DO YOU SEE ME NOW?!

Yeah—

They say “time heals,” but my clock broke

Heart heavy, every breath smoke

Funeral suits, black ties, cold roads

Too many nights praying I don’t choke

I lost friends, lost sleep, lost faith

Smile outside but inside unsafe

Talking to graves like “bro, I’m late”

I’m still running but death don’t wait

Mama says “stay strong,” I try

But strength feels fake when I cry

Got scars in my head, not skin

I survived, but damn, I didn’t win

I hear your voice when I’m breaking down

Telling me, “don’t let the dark win now”

WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE ALONE?

I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I’M SO DAMN COLD

I CARRY YOUR GHOSTS INSIDE MY CHEST

I’M FALLING APART BUT I’M TRYING MY BEST

I’M STILL HERE—DO YOU SEE ME NOW?!

Yeah—

Pain in my lungs when I speak

Every tear got a name I keep

Life hit hard, no referee

Still standing, yeah, barely me

If this pain’s the price of love

Then I paid it all, that’s enough

I won’t quit, I won’t fold

I’ll tell your story till I’m old

I’LL LIVE FOR YOU

I’LL SCREAM FOR YOU

YOU’RE GONE—BUT I’M NOT

YOU LEFT ME BROKEN, YOU LEFT ME SCARED

BUT I’M STILL STANDING—I SWEAR

I’M STILL HERE—I’LL MAKE YOU PROUD

I’LL SCREAM YOUR NAMES OUT LOUD

If you can hear me wherever you are…

This breath, this fight—

It’s all for you.