I wake up with your name in my head
Empty rooms, things you never said
I replay laughs like they’re still alive
But the silence hits me every night
I’m tired of pretending I’m okay
I’m drowning in the words I never say
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE ALONE?
I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I’M SO DAMN COLD
I CARRY YOUR GHOSTS INSIDE MY CHEST
I’M FALLING APART BUT I’M TRYING MY BEST
I’M STILL HERE—DO YOU SEE ME NOW?!
Yeah—
They say “time heals,” but my clock broke
Heart heavy, every breath smoke
Funeral suits, black ties, cold roads
Too many nights praying I don’t choke
I lost friends, lost sleep, lost faith
Smile outside but inside unsafe
Talking to graves like “bro, I’m late”
I’m still running but death don’t wait
Mama says “stay strong,” I try
But strength feels fake when I cry
Got scars in my head, not skin
I survived, but damn, I didn’t win
I hear your voice when I’m breaking down
Telling me, “don’t let the dark win now”
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME HERE ALONE?
I’M STILL BREATHING BUT I’M SO DAMN COLD
I CARRY YOUR GHOSTS INSIDE MY CHEST
I’M FALLING APART BUT I’M TRYING MY BEST
I’M STILL HERE—DO YOU SEE ME NOW?!
Yeah—
Pain in my lungs when I speak
Every tear got a name I keep
Life hit hard, no referee
Still standing, yeah, barely me
If this pain’s the price of love
Then I paid it all, that’s enough
I won’t quit, I won’t fold
I’ll tell your story till I’m old
I’LL LIVE FOR YOU
I’LL SCREAM FOR YOU
YOU’RE GONE—BUT I’M NOT
YOU LEFT ME BROKEN, YOU LEFT ME SCARED
BUT I’M STILL STANDING—I SWEAR
I’M STILL HERE—I’LL MAKE YOU PROUD
I’LL SCREAM YOUR NAMES OUT LOUD
If you can hear me wherever you are…
This breath, this fight—
It’s all for you.
