Not anymore

You think time erases what you did to me

But I carry those nights like bruises nobody sees

I was just a child when you stole my peace

Now I’m standing in the wreckage, trying to breathe

And she still defends you, says you’re just “unwell”

But sick men don’t get to drag girls through hell

You broke me in ways I still can’t say

And now they want me to look the other way?

But not anymore—I’m done with the pain

You don’t get to haunt every inch of my name

I’ve screamed in silence, I’ve bled through the lies

While you smiled like you never heard my cries

You don’t get to live like nothing was torn

You don’t get to touch what I’m fighting for

Not anymore…

Not anymore

I begged for someone, anyone to see

But they looked away instead of saving me

Now they want peace like it’s something free

While I’m still waking up from your memory

You called it love—what a twisted disguise

All I learned was how to survive

You don’t get forgiveness just ‘cause time’s moved on

You built your kingdom on everything you did wrong

But not anymore—I’m done with the shame

You don’t get to breathe near my son’s name

I’ve broken chains just to stand this tall

I won’t fall back to make you feel small

You don’t get to live like nothing was torn

You don’t get to touch what I’m healing for

Not anymore…

Not anymore

You don’t get to sit at my table

You don’t get stories of Max like you’re able

You had your chance and you chose the worst

So now I’m choosing to put myself first

Not anymore—I’m done with the tears

Done carrying your weight all these years

I’ve built something strong from all you destroyed

And I’ll never let you near my boy

You don’t get a pass, you don’t get the door

You’re not welcome in my life anymore

Not anymore…

Not anymore

I survived you…

But I’ll never forgive you…

Not anymore.