[Verse 1]
You think time erases what you did to me
But I carry those nights like bruises nobody sees
I was just a child when you stole my peace
Now I’m standing in the wreckage, trying to breathe
[Pre-Chorus]
And she still defends you, says you’re just “unwell”
But sick men don’t get to drag girls through hell
You broke me in ways I still can’t say
And now they want me to look the other way?
[Chorus]
But not anymore—I’m done with the pain
You don’t get to haunt every inch of my name
I’ve screamed in silence, I’ve bled through the lies
While you smiled like you never heard my cries
You don’t get to live like nothing was torn
You don’t get to touch what I’m fighting for
Not anymore…
Not anymore
[Verse 2]
I begged for someone, anyone to see
But they looked away instead of saving me
Now they want peace like it’s something free
While I’m still waking up from your memory
[Pre-Chorus]
You called it love—what a twisted disguise
All I learned was how to survive
You don’t get forgiveness just ‘cause time’s moved on
You built your kingdom on everything you did wrong
[Chorus]
But not anymore—I’m done with the shame
You don’t get to breathe near my son’s name
I’ve broken chains just to stand this tall
I won’t fall back to make you feel small
You don’t get to live like nothing was torn
You don’t get to touch what I’m healing for
Not anymore…
Not anymore
[Bridge – Spoken/sung, with bitter edge]
You don’t get to sit at my table
You don’t get stories of Max like you’re able
You had your chance and you chose the worst
So now I’m choosing to put myself first
[Final Chorus – Full power]
Not anymore—I’m done with the tears
Done carrying your weight all these years
I’ve built something strong from all you destroyed
And I’ll never let you near my boy
You don’t get a pass, you don’t get the door
You’re not welcome in my life anymore
Not anymore…
Not anymore
[Outro – Soft piano, defiant whisper]
I survived you…
But I’ll never forgive you…
Not anymore.
MartinPayne
