[(BPM: ~140)]
[(MOOD: nihilistic · aggressive · dissociated · apocalyptic)]
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(INTRO)
(vinyl crackle)
(low-pass filtered choir drone)
(glitch stutters)
(heartbeat sub-bass slowly fades in)
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(VERSE 1 – DEADPAN, EXHAUSTED DELIVERY)
Born tired, yeah, I woke up drained
Coffee for the soul but the cup stay empty
Clock keep tickin’ but the seconds fake
Life on autoplay, no save, no entry
Dead-end thoughts at a hundred forty
Fast beats, slow hope, brain move morbid
Try pray, get silence, left on read
Guess God logged out, yeah, message dead
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(PRE-DROP)
(hi-hats accelerate)
(distortion building)
(white noise riser)
Nothing matters, so I made it loud
If I can’t feel peace, let the bass knock now
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(DROP – AGGRESSIVE)
(FULL DISTORTED DROP)
(heavy dubstep growls)
(screeching mid-bass)
(808s clipping intentionally)
NOTHING MATTERS — TURN IT UP
BRAIN FRIED — SYSTEM FUCKED
SCREAM INTO THE VOID FOR FUN
LIFE GLITCHED OUT — NO RE-RUN
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(VERSE 2 – $UICIDEBOYS ENERGY)
Reality crackin’, pixels bleed
Feels like I’m stuck in between
Alive but dead, dead but breathe
Born into debt I didn’t need
Every road end in the same damn wall
Same fears dressed in different flaws
Try numb it out with the decibels
If life a joke, I missed the punchline, y’all
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(PRE-CHORUS)
(beat cuts)
(echoing whispers)
If nothin’ means shit, then why I care?
Why my chest still feel like it’s tearing?
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(CHORUS – CHANTED, ANTHEMIC)
(distorted chant vocals)
(crowd-style layering)
God left the chat — no replies
Hope buffering — dead inside
If this real life, it’s poorly coded
I feel everything, still feel hollowed
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(DROP 2 – GETTER / DATSik STYLE)
(metallic stabs)
(glitch fills)
(triplet bass rhythm)
ERROR — ERROR — ERROR
MIND NOT FOUND
SEARCH FOR MEANING
FILE CORRUPT — SHUT IT DOWN
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(BRIDGE – DISSOCIATED, LOW ENERGY)
(beat stripped to sub only)
(reverb-drenched vocal)
Born tired wasn’t metaphor
Been exhausted since before
If the point is just to endure
Why it hurt to exist some more?
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(FINAL DROP – CHAOTIC)
(all elements return)
(maximum distortion)
(sidechain pumping aggressively)
TURN IT UP TILL I DISAPPEAR
LOUD ENOUGH TO DROWN THE FEAR
IF NOTHIN’ MATTERS — FUCK IT THEN
MAKE IT SHAKE — FEEL SOMETHIN’ END
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(OUTRO)
(bass cuts abruptly)
(glitch loop decays)
(static fades)