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Intro – tense, spoken]

Yeah…

I’ve been hiding from myself too long.

Now I’m breaking.

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I wake up every morning with the weight in my chest,

Try to smile but I’m haunted by the thoughts I suppress.

Everybody thinks they know me but they don’t see the mess,

I’m a saint in the daylight, but the night won’t rest.

I’ve been chasing validation in a bottle of lies,

Trading every little truth for a temporary high.

If I fall, would you catch me or just watch as I bleed?

’Cause I’m drowning in the silence of the secrets I keep.

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And I can’t run away (run away),

From the hell inside my brain.

Every time I try to change,

I feel the monster stays the same.

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I’m a beautiful disaster, broken and torn,

Living like a sinner in a crown of thorns.

If redemption’s waiting, I can’t find the door,

I’m a beautiful disaster forevermore.

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Yeah—

I’ve been labeled, I’ve been hated, I’ve been left for dead,

Built a castle out of pain in the back of my head.

You can judge me, you can blame me, but the truth won’t bend,

I’m the villain and the victim, both my foe and friend.

Every scar is a sentence that I carved on my skin,

Every prayer that I whispered got consumed by sin.

You can’t love me, you can’t save me, I can’t save myself,

I’m a ticking time bomb on a dusty shelf.

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And I can’t run away (run away),

From the hell inside my brain.

Every time I try to change,

I feel the monster stays the same.

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I’m a beautiful disaster, broken and torn,

Living like a sinner in a crown of thorns.

If redemption’s waiting, I can’t find the door,

I’m a beautiful disaster forevermore.

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TEAR ME DOWN! (tear me down!)

LET THE DARKNESS DRAG ME OUT!

EVERY VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD,

SAYS I’M BETTER OFF DEAD!

I’M A BEAUTIFUL DISASTER!

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I’m a beautiful disaster, broken and torn,

Living like a sinner in a crown of thorns.

If redemption’s waiting, I can’t find the door,

I’m a beautiful disaster forevermore!

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Yeah… I’ve been hiding from myself too long.

And maybe this is who I’ve been all along.