this is me healing

told myself i wouldn't get this way

i'm way too deep in this now

got my feelings involved

and it's all my fault

i tried to push you away

you didn't get too far

if only we didn't begin

maybe i wouldn't be disappointed

this is me healing, or at least trying to

look at all my scars revealing my hidden pain

it's been there since i was 13

there's no saving me

i tried to show you love

look where that got me?

you're nowhere to be seen

i'm so sick of being lonely

traversed my whispers with your voice

i really don't want to screw this up

i wanted to be the one you're with

your lips are the ones i want to kiss

this is me healing, or at least trying to

look at all my scars revealing my hidden pain

it's been there since i was 13

there's no saving me

i'm looking at my reflection, i'm so pretty

be kinder to the girl that i see

she's all i got in the end

filling up my troubled head

this is me healing, or at least trying to

look at all my scars revealing my hidden pain

it's been there since i was 13

there's no saving me