never felt pretty

i have dark eyes, dark uneven hair.

a stomach that hangs over a bit, a wide nose, and open pores

for some to say i'm not their type

is something that'll keep me up at night

cause i've never felt pretty

lacked confidence for the longest time

intrusive thoughts cloud my mind

wasn't touched before until i let him in

now he's no longer my best friend

i've never felt pretty so please choose your words wisely

don't say i'm not your type

there are some days i think i may be

but as soon as i look deeper into my wounds, my mindset gets stuck on you

then those feelings are torn away

leaving my heart to ache

tired of my heart getting stung by those kinda guys

when will it be my turn to feel beautiful?

gotta lot of love in this world

too bad i'm not treated like gold

you're always on my mind

and for the brief time we knew one another

you made me feel a bit pretty

too bad you had to treat me so shitty

i've never felt pretty so please choose your words wisely

don't say i'm not your type

there are some days i think i may be

but as soon as i look deeper into my wounds, my mindset gets stuck on you

then those feelings are torn away

leaving my heart to ache