tall boy

at the countertop at the tiki bar

was where i last saw you

who won that argument?

we both know it was me

but you'll fight me on every detail i missed

i couldn't win even if you were made up out of cardboard

i tried giving you support

think i’d rather go bar hopping tonight

it's never your fault

it was always mine

it's always something i did

never you

i just want a tall boy, a surfside, a sun cruiser

i'm drowning in them tonight

blurry vision, streaked mascara,

i don't recognize myself in that mirror

i’ll die on the hill that you swore you built

we all know you think i'm better off stuffed with pills

in the blink of an eye, i'm soaring

you and i landed on a cliff

smell the fresh air and tell me what you think

that's the difference

i could tell you the sky is blue

and you'd debate me til i’m blue in the face

never felt alone in such a strange place

what a disgrace

it's never your fault

it was always mine

it's always something i did

never you

i just want a tall boy, a surfside, a sun cruiser

i'm drowning in them tonight

blurry vision, streaked mascara,

i don't recognize myself in that mirror

i’ll die on the hill that you swore you built

we all know you think i'm better off stuffed with pills

i'm not sure who your source is

or what you've been smoking

but i loved you a thousand times over

you were my golden token

i'm not sure where you think i fell out of love

but i promise you, you were enough

i never would have left you

i would have stayed

isn't it unfortunate

how some things just aren't the same?

it's never your fault

it was always mine

it's always something i did

never you

i just want a tall boy, a surfside, a sun cruiser

i'm drowning in them tonight

blurry vision, streaked mascara,

i don't recognize myself in that mirror

i’ll die on the hill that you swore you built

we all know you think i'm better off stuffed with pills