at the countertop at the tiki bar
was where i last saw you
who won that argument?
we both know it was me
but you'll fight me on every detail i missed
i couldn't win even if you were made up out of cardboard
i tried giving you support
think i’d rather go bar hopping tonight
it's never your fault
it was always mine
it's always something i did
never you
i just want a tall boy, a surfside, a sun cruiser
i'm drowning in them tonight
blurry vision, streaked mascara,
i don't recognize myself in that mirror
i’ll die on the hill that you swore you built
we all know you think i'm better off stuffed with pills
in the blink of an eye, i'm soaring
you and i landed on a cliff
smell the fresh air and tell me what you think
that's the difference
i could tell you the sky is blue
and you'd debate me til i’m blue in the face
never felt alone in such a strange place
what a disgrace
it's never your fault
it was always mine
it's always something i did
never you
i just want a tall boy, a surfside, a sun cruiser
i'm drowning in them tonight
blurry vision, streaked mascara,
i don't recognize myself in that mirror
i’ll die on the hill that you swore you built
we all know you think i'm better off stuffed with pills
i'm not sure who your source is
or what you've been smoking
but i loved you a thousand times over
you were my golden token
i'm not sure where you think i fell out of love
but i promise you, you were enough
i never would have left you
i would have stayed
isn't it unfortunate
how some things just aren't the same?
it's never your fault
it was always mine
it's always something i did
never you
i just want a tall boy, a surfside, a sun cruiser
i'm drowning in them tonight
blurry vision, streaked mascara,
i don't recognize myself in that mirror
i’ll die on the hill that you swore you built
we all know you think i'm better off stuffed with pills
julia_gardner888
