All Night Alone

Night falls, got my world spinning fast

Bottle of bourbon, dreams flicker and fade

Living for the moment, chaos I crave

Coke and bourbon, my twisted brew

Lost in the haze, nothing feels true

Dollar bills, stuffed in my grip

Scoring on the edge, let the future slip

Burning bright, but the flame's too high

Falling deep, no wings to fly

All these nights, I can't recall

Living large, but I might fall

Drink and snort till the break of dawn

Party alone till the lights are gone

Living like a rockstar but I’m alone

All these memories I can’t condone

Screens glow, my lonely throne

Playing my pain, on my own

Good times fade into the haze

Worse now, caught in this craze

Chasing highs, but feeling low

All this hell that I can't show

Night after night, it's a descent

Living fast, losing intent

Drink and snort till the break of dawn

Party alone till the lights are gone

Living like a rockstar but I’m alone

All these memories I can’t condone

Wish I could turn back the pages

Escape these dark, lonely stages

But the damage is done, I see

This life ain't what it's cracked up to be

Now I stand, scars in my mind

Lessons learned, hope to find

A way out, a brand new start

Heal these wounds, mend my heart