Back in My Hands

I woke up in a storm I made,

Drowning in the mess, the choices, the pain.

Couldn’t tell the mirror who I was,

Lost the fire, lost the trust.

Every promise that I broke,

Every tear that never spoke,

Pulled me further from the light —

But I’m done with running tonight.

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It took me losing everything

To see what my heart still had to bring.

I’m not who I was, but I’m still me —

And I’m fighting my way free.

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Now I got it back in my hands,

The pieces I thought I’d lost in the sand.

I was falling apart, now I’m taking a stand —

No more slipping through my plans.

Yeah, I stumbled, I crashed,

But I rose from the ash —

Now I’ve got my life back in my hands.

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Used to blame the world for every scar,

But healing means you own who you are.

I was chasing ghosts in my mind,

Now I’m finally crossing the line.

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Every battle, every bruise,

Led me back to something true.

I don’t need to be perfect to win —

I just needed to start again.

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Now I got it back in my hands,

The pieces I thought I’d lost in the sand.

I was falling apart, now I’m taking a stand —

No more slipping through my plans.

Yeah, I stumbled, I crashed,

But I rose from the ash —

Now I’ve got my life back in my hands.

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I’m done apologizing for surviving,

The pain was real, but now I’m rising.

I lost control, but now I see —

I had to break to be set free.

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Now I got it back in my hands,

The weight, the heart, the life I planned.

I was falling apart, but I finally understand —

Every fall just made me stand.

Yeah, I stumbled, I crashed,

But I rose from the ash —

Now I’ve got my life

Back in my hands.