I fucking hate this how Irate you make us I know the bed know I made this but you’ll fucking break us now I can’t escape us just do away with us. Stop fucking playing us. Stop pretending to save us when these are mines you laid for us. Used to blow my mind away but now you just blow off my leg every sentence you throw out a negg every time anything said and I can’t bargain plea or beg without a gun barrel to my head and there’s only one way it’s said if I do it Russian roulette no other path you leave just red not hair on my head. Gasping for air with no hand to hold now I’m dead.
Now I’m a ghost in the story for real no more allegory you thought things used to be gory. You haven’t seen anything like this purgatory story I was going so fast took one wrong turn and I crashed. I had plenty of gas to burn me forward and back nothing left, but my ash.
Too good to be true should’ve known it won’t last just a goody two shoes masquerading like an ass lying and pretending I had enough to be a good dad a good man a good friend just an ass who gave life a pass left. No good just bad just alive dine in dash good for nothing piece of trash won’t leave you a stash or a pile of cash. Best I can do is leave in a way that there’s no coming back. Tell the baby I had no idea just how bad I was as a dad. She’ll be better now I’m glad she deserves to not only be sad.
For you, I felt guilt all the pain I instilled just a bunch of cheap thrills to hide the pain I would feel my whole life I was ill for me There’s no magic pill thought for sure in Iraq I’d get killed, but it wasn’t his Will I had more damage to do more hate to fulfill once you were perfect and chill now I’ve made you psychotic and shrill. There’s no talking communicating no deal. There’s no shouting. I’m real. There’s no letting you know how I feel no more. Hope left score nil nil
That means we both lose both in each other shoes both lit each other’s fuse both filled with hate and abuse both with no choice to choose. We can’t both lose and we know the baby needs you so I’ll leave you with this news. I know I was fucked up. What the fuck is wrong with you
The end.
(Crowd chant) “cheers! To hell me to stay there be more fun than the way there”
NeuronMystical
