My Own Worst Enemy

(Verse 1)

I’ve been choking on my silence,

every word becomes a violence.

Lines of white just clear my head,

then I spiral down instead.

Weed and whiskey in my veins,

tryna fake that I’m okay.

I get loud, then disappear —

I don’t belong anywhere.

(Pre-Chorus)

Every crowd feels like a cage,

every smile’s a mask I fake.

Take a shot to talk again,

but it never makes me human.

(Chorus)

I’m my own worst enemy,

built these walls to bury me.

Every fix, every high,

just another way to die.

I’m the ghost inside my skin,

a war I’ll never win.

Can’t escape what’s left of me —

I’m my own worst enemy.

(Verse 2)

All my friends think I’m just quiet,

they don’t hear the fucking riot.

Every day I feel too much,

the next I can’t feel enough.

Numbness crawling through my chest,

I mistake it for some rest.

Wish I could just let it go,

but I’m scared of feeling whole.

(Pre-Chorus)

Every laugh feels counterfeit,

I can’t fake my way through it.

So I drink to feel alive,

and lose myself just to survive.

(Chorus)

I’m my own worst enemy,

built these walls to bury me.

Every fix, every high,

just another way to die.

I’m the ghost inside my skin,

a war I’ll never win.

Can’t escape what’s left of me —

I’m my own worst enemy.

(Bridge – screamed / distorted)

Cut me open, watch me bleed,

I built this hell, it’s all I need.

Social suicide on repeat,

just to feel a heartbeat.

Every line a loaded gun,

every night I come undone.

No one hates me more than me —

and that’s my only honesty.

(Breakdown / Outro)

I’m my own worst enemy…

Numb or breaking, still can’t breathe.

I’m my own worst enemy…

no one can save me — not even me.