It makes me feel bad, I know what it means
I'm feeling all fucked off now
You said it but I didn't hear what you said
Pick and poke till the nerve gets hit bitch
I have to see blood to know your human
I don't try to cause pain
You are so much bigger to be
Than I ever dreamed you'd be
Or that you ever should of been
But it feels like you're leaving me
Pressures rising through the roof again
The noise is so loud I just want to get out
I'm covering my ears now on panic and running thin
Cuz I slipped and snapped and lashed out now I'm manic and it's surprising that it would be me who would have unlimited issues my growth has been stunted and my life has been a misuse my intentions have been delayed but they won't be unmet ill yawn and I'll pause and I'll linger a little bit but your grip is slowly slipping I know it's what you said and it's what you mean babe leave me here to panic as well as I did Iay as well have been manic cuz you mt attitude is shifted it's no pause and no work on my end at all gaslight me till my ears bleed and I'm tearing out my hair and kicking through the walls