[Verse 1]
Sheets twisted up
Jaw locked till it aches
Stare at the ceiling
Like it’s keeping score
Clock blinks again
Same red accusation
Every quiet second
Turns into a war
[Pre-Chorus]
I try to breathe in
But the thoughts breathe first
They know every weak spot
Every word that hurts
[Chorus]
I can’t sleep
’Cause my head keeps screaming
Every scar starts
Spelling out a curse
I’m wide awake
In a maze of meanings
Digging through the past
For something worse
If silence is a weapon
Then I’m bleeding in my bed
I can’t sleep
Can’t shut off the things you said
[Verse 2]
Replay
Rewind
Every single misstep
Mouth full of apologies
I never got to say
Hands on my face
Like I’m trying to erase it
But the darker it gets
The louder they play
[Pre-Chorus]
I count my regrets
Till the numbers snap
All the “should’ve said somethings”
Pile in my lap
[Chorus]
I can’t sleep
’Cause my head keeps screaming
Every scar starts
Spelling out a curse
I’m wide awake
In a maze of meanings
Digging through the past
For something worse
If silence is a weapon
Then I’m bleeding in my bed
I can’t sleep
Can’t shut off the things you said
[Bridge]
[ guitars drop to clean
Vocal almost spoken ]
Tell me
Is this just how it is now?
Every night a trial
Every breath a doubt
[full band slams in]
These shadows know my given name (my name)
They circle like they own this place
If peace is just a distant flame
Then let it burn right through my face (hey!)
[Chorus]
I can’t sleep
’Cause my head keeps screaming
Every scar starts
Spelling out a curse
I’m wide awake
In a maze of meanings
Digging through the past
For something worse
If silence is a weapon
Then I’m bleeding in my bed
I can’t sleep
Can’t shut off the things you said
[Outro]
Clock blinks 3
Then 4
Then 5
I’m still here
But I don’t feel alive