[Verse 1]
You were there when my dad moved out
You were there when my first band drowned
Every scar, every stupid fight
You just laughed, said I’d be alright
We grew up on cracked concrete
Same worn hoodie, same backseat
Twenty years of inside jokes
Buried feeling under smoke
[Chorus]
Did I fall in love
Or did I fall too far?
You were just my home
Now you’re my northern star
Every time you smile
Every time you stay
Twenty years of almost
Blowing up in my face today (yeah)
[Verse 2]
You lean in, and the world goes quiet
Heart hits harder than a riot
I’m the last one to read the signs
You’ve been tracing on my life
What if I say it and lose you?
What if I fake it and bruise you?
If I keep you, I could break you
If I leave you, I erase you
[Chorus]
Did I fall in love
Or did I fall too hard?
You were just my home
Now you’re my favorite scar
Every time you laugh
I forget my name
Twenty years of almost
Catching fire in my veins (woah)
[Bridge]
Are we better as a question
Than an answer that goes wrong?
Could I hold you just one second
And pretend it’s not that strong?
If I tell you that I’m drowning
In the way you say my name
Will you pull me from the water
Or just walk away the same?
[Chorus]
Did I fall in love
Or did I fall too late?
You were just my home
Now you’re my twisting fate
If I say it now
Will you still stay near?
Twenty years of almost
Screaming, “I want you here” (I want you here)
[Outro]
Twenty years of almost
Ends right here
Say you feel it
Or disappear