Running in circles

I been running in circles chasing my tale.

Each step feels heavy like I'm Destin to fell Try to be good. Try to be kind but life keep knocking and I'm losing my mind. What did I do, what's the crime I committed is there a map for a soul that so twisted. I need a redo a clean slate a sign give me a moment to rewrite this life of mines. Tried of floating just scraping by feel like giving up something won't let me say goodbye