Heavy

Feeling very heavy on the heart.

How many punches are you supposed to roll with before it's a felony....Life is beating the crap out of me and there seems to be no referee.. Every time i count a blessing it seems to be taken away no matter how hard i fight for it.

Not saying I don't have anything to be grateful for because I truly do. I just want that constant burning in my chest and the butterflys in my stomach to go away.

My head never stops remembering, over thinking, wondering, wishing, what iffing...

Along with my heart feeling tattered beatin and broken apart somehow it's still beating.

I know everything will turn around i know it will with time and a whole lot more punches but..

Can someone just let me stop for a drink of water and a few bandaid's so i can carry on with the battle im fighting with a broken heart and no shoulder to lean on.I pray for strength and the day this battle will pay but it's. It's Seemingly endless with fireflies tricking me, pretending to be little glimpses of light at the end of this dark tunnel...

Feeling very heavy on the heart.

How many punches are you supposed to roll with before it's a felony....Life is beating the crap out of me and there seems to be no referee.. Every time i count a blessing it seems to be taken away no matter how hard i fight for it.

Not saying I don't have anything to be grateful for because I truly do. I just want that constant burning in my chest and the butterflys in my stomach to go away.

My head never stops remembering, over thinking, wondering, wishing, what iffing...

Along with my heart feeling tattered beatin and broken apart somehow it's still beating.

I know everything will turn around i know it will with time and a whole lot more punches but..

Can someone just let me stop for a drink of water and a few bandaid's so i can carry on with the battle im fighting with a broken heart and no shoulder to lean on.I pray for strength and the day this battle will pay but it's. It's Seemingly endless with fireflies tricking me, pretending to be little glimpses of light at the end of this dark tunnel.