Spiral

I feel the pressure in my bones again,

Like a ghost in the mirror that won’t let me in.

I’m walkin’ circles just to stay alive,

But every step I take feels like a slow decline.

You say it’s all in my head—

But I’m barely holdin’ on by a single thread.

(Pre-Chorus)

I’m tryin’ not to break, tryin’ not to fall,

But the weight on my chest keeps takin’ it all…

(Chorus)

I’m caught in the spiral, I’m losin’ my faith,

Pull me from the fire before I fade away.

Can you hear me cryin’ out through the static and noise?

’Cause I’m drowning inside of the sound of my own voice.

I’m caught in the spiral…

just tryin’ to breathe again.

(Verse 2)

You see the scars but not the war inside,

The battle lines drawn where my demons hide.

I keep my secrets underneath my skin—

A beautiful disaster I can’t keep in.

I don’t need salvation, I need you here—

Holdin’ back the dark when it’s drawing near.

(Pre-Chorus)

I’m tryin’ not to break, tryin’ not to fall,

But the past always finds its way through the walls…

(Chorus)

I’m caught in the spiral, I’m losin’ my faith,

Pull me from the fire before I fade away.

Can you hear me cryin’ out through the static and noise?

’Cause I’m drowning inside of the sound of my own voice.

I’m caught in the spiral…

just tryin’ to breathe again.