Verse 1
I still see you when the room gets quiet
Back of my mind, yeah, you still live there
The way you looked at me, so patient
Like you already knew I’d disappear
I was standing right in front of heaven
But I couldn’t feel a thing back then
I turned my back, I called it freedom
Left you bleeding just to save myself
(oooh yeah…)
Pre-Chorus
I told myself I needed space
But that was fear wearing a different face
You were ready, I was running
Now I’m here with nothing
Chorus
I’m sorry for the nights I let you fall alone
For every time I chose the dark instead of home
I was scared, I was weak, I couldn’t see
You were giving every piece of you to me
Yeah, I’m sorry that I lost you on my own
Closed my heart and watched you walk out the door
I can’t fix it, I can’t fight what’s true
So I’ll love you in silence
Yeah… I’ll love you in silence
(ohhh…)
Verse 2
I replay your voice like a warning
Every word hits harder now
The way your hand fit right in mine
God, I don’t know how I missed that
Everything with you was honest
Every room felt safe and warm
But I was chasing empty feelings
While you were standing right there, sure
Pre-Chorus
If I could turn this car around
I’d say the things I won’t say now
But you’re already gone
And I’m the only one still holding on
Chorus
I’m sorry for the nights I let you fall alone
For every time I chose the dark instead of home
I was scared, I was weak, I couldn’t see
You were giving every piece of you to me
Yeah, I’m sorry that I lost you on my own
Closed my heart and watched you walk out the door
I can’t fix it, I can’t fight what’s true
So I’ll love you in silence
Yeah… I’ll love you in silence
Bridge (breakdown)
I know apologies don’t change a thing
I know your heart don’t answer when I sing
But if loving you means letting go
Then I’ll carry this weight alone
(oh Lord…)
[Final Chorus bigger, gospel energy]
I’m sorry for the nights I let you down
For walking away when love was all around
I was scared, I was weak, I didn’t want to see
You were everything you said you’d be
Yeah, I’m sorry that I lost you, I was wrong
Held my pride and now you’re gone
I can’t make it right, but this is true
I’ll love you in silence
Every night…
Yeah, I’ll love you in silence
(ooooh… yeah…)