If I’m Honest With You

I’m restraining myself like crazy inside,

I want to touch you, but my heart tries to hide.

You awaken a hunger I can’t explain,

A pull from a lifetime that calls me again.

My feelings are deeper than words can show,

But I’m holding them back, afraid you’ll know.

I’m not cold, I’m just guarding what I feel,

‘Cause the love deep inside is painfully real.

If I’m honest with you, it’s more than a flame,

When our eyes collide, I won’t be the same.

You’re a spark, you’re a fire, magnetic and true,

I’m afraid of myself, but I’m drawn into you.

You feel so ethereal, precious than gold.

Your gaze unlocks pieces my soul never told.

I keep my distance, though I don’t want to,

It’s not that I don’t; coz I’m into you

I’m healing from shadows of heartbreaks

Still mending the pieces; the heart still aches.

So I’m silent, but know this much is true,

I’m not running away; but towards you.

If I’m honest with you, it’s more than a flame,

When our eyes collide, I won’t be the same.

You’re a spark, you’re a fire, magnetic and true,

I’m afraid of myself, but I’m drawn into you.

When I open up, life won’t be a game

I’ll never go back, it won’t be the same.

But I want to be ready… to be strong,

So when I come in, I’ll give all along.

If I’m honest with you, it’s more than a flame,

When our eyes collide, I won’t be the same.

No more fear, no more distance to fight through,

When I finally come, I’ll be all in with you.