[Intro]
You said you chose me
But no you didn’t
You chose convenience over commitment
I’m still hurting inside
I’ve beat myself up and cried
[Verse]
Each time you came back to me
It felt like our love survived
The truth is it kept me from being free
I keep falling back to where I was
I kept loving you all over again
I thought that loving is okay in pain
[Pre Chorus]
I’m tired of waking up in the middle of the night
Searching for you and for my light
You said your pride was your strength
But my love was mine
And now I’m suffering with the hurt you left behind
I’m battling these wars inside my mind
[Chorus]
You never loved me
If you did then why am I the only one standing in the rain?
You never loved me
I wake up every morning trying to numb the pain
I faced my everyday holding back my tears
Facing the truth and feeling every fears
One day my mind and heart will think the same
You never loved me
And that’s why you never came
[Verse]
Your silence spoke louder than your words
Long distance just showed that we were strangers
How did we both get here?
I thought you were my best friend
My lover until the end
I saw a future with you
You said that too
But then I was worth less than dog shit on the side of the road
And said we were through
[Pre Chorus]
I’m tired of waking up in the middle of the night
Searching for you and for my light
You said your pride was your strength
But my love was mine
And now I’m suffering with the hurt you left behind
I’m battling these wars inside my mind
[Chorus]
You never loved me
If you did then why am I the only one standing in the rain?
You never loved me
I wake up every morning trying to numb the pain
I faced my everyday holding back my tears
Facing the truth and feeling every fears
One day my mind and heart will think the same
You never loved me
And that’s why you never came
[Bridge]
I know I’ll never love this way again
So I keep holding on until the hope is gone
Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
One day I’ll forget about you
You’ll see I won’t even miss you
Someday, someday
[Female Vocal]
[Final Chorus]
You never loved me
If you did then why am I the only one standing in the rain?
You never loved me
I wake up every morning trying to numb the pain
I faced my everyday holding back my tears
Facing the truth and feeling every fears
One day my mind and heart will think the same
You never loved me
And that’s why you never came
[Outro]
We can’t be friends
I can’t even pretend with someone that I love
It might be okay for you, but not for me
So I’ll continue to love you from far away
Because I know you’ll never say
That you never loved me
unfortunate
