Survived

This emptiness that I feel is gonna be here for a while

Showing everyone that I’m okay with a smile

When deep inside I know I’m still hurting

I’m still wishing that you’d come back to me

But in the end I’m all alone

And that’s how it’s supposed to be

When I used to think about you

I kept thinking that we were through

I’ve cried and cried

Felt like a part of me has died

I searched for the me that cared

I searched for the me that was scared

You took her with you when you left

They say it’s better this way

For love and life to turn into gray

Because one day the sun willl shine

And find a love that’s truly mine

Now I have to figure out

Will i make it someday?

How will I ever make it out alive?

I’m drowning from these tears that I cry

Wish we could give things another try

Where’s the good in goodbye?

I’m trying so hard to survive

To survive

I have come to terms with this somehow

I’m okay but there’s still a part of me

that wants to hear you saying that you love me

I wonder if you even loved me at all

Or was everything spent in a call?

I’m tired of waking up in the middle of the night

Will I be okay one day?

They say it’s better this way

For love and life to turn into gray

Because one day the sun willl shine

And find a love that’s truly mine

One day I’ll think about you and smile

Hurting will make things worthwhile

How will I ever make it out alive?

I’m drowning from these tears that I’m crying

Wish we could give things another try

Where’s the good in goodbye?

I’m trying so hard to survive

To survive

You took away the biggest part of me

I’m in chains, I can’t be free

I’m still learning how to heal

Keeping our memories and how I feel

I don’t want you to disappear

But everything is becoming crystal clear

I’m tired of standing in the rain

Will the sun shine for me again?

How will I ever make it out alive?

I’m drowning from these tears that I’m crying

Wish we could give things another try

Where’s the good in goodbye?

I’m trying so hard to survive

To survive