Hmmmmm
Dear Future Me,
If you’re reading this, it means I made it through a moment I wasn’t sure I could carry.
Right now, I’m overwhelmed.
I feel disrespected, drained, and worn out in ways I don’t always have the words for.
I feel like I only matter when I’m needed… like my worth is tied to what I give, not who I am.
And that hurts.
It hurts to love deeeeeeply and still feel unseen.
It hurts to show up for others and not feel that same energy returned.
It hurts to need peace… and feel like even that gets interrupted.
But I need you to know something—
even in this moment, I have not lost myself.
Noooooo no
I am still here.
I am still someone who loves hard, who gives, who leads, who builds, who shows up.
And even though I’m tired right now… I am not weak. I am human.
So I’m writing this to you ooooooh
the version of me who found her way back to peace.
Please tell me it gets better.
Please tell me you stopped shrinking for people who only see you when it benefits them.
Please tell me you chose yourself without guilt.
Please tell me you finally understood that being needed is not the same as being valued.
I hope you learned to rest rest without explaining yourself.
I hope you created boundaries that protect your energy, not punish your heart.
I hope you no longer beggggg for the bare minimum from people who should naturally pour into you.
And if you ever forget, let me remind you:
You matter
—even when you’re not giving.
You are worthy
—even when you’re resting.
You are enough
—even when you say no.
This moment right here? It’s not the end of you.
It’s the version of you that decided
“something has to change.”
I may feel broken right now…
but I am not staying here.
I am choosing peace, even if I have to fight for it. I mean really fight for it!
I am choosing myself, even if it feels unfamiliar at first.
So Future Me—
walk in rooms knowing your value.
Protect your peace like it’s sacred.
Love people, but never at the cost of losing yourself again.
And when life feels heavy… remember me.
Remember how this felt.
Remember why you promised we would never settle for this again.
I’mmmmm still becoming you.
And I’m counting on you to make it all worth it.
Love, honesty, pain, hope, and serenity
Meeeeeeeeee oooooh hmmm meeee….. ME!