A love lost

[Verse 1] I looked at you, you looked at me,for the first time I was happy, I said I love you, you said you loved me, but now I don’t know what when wrong, I cry everytime I think about us because, I know this is the end of us so
[chorus]  why even try to show me love was this the plan, was this a job, was I not enough, I know I made some mistakes but was this worth the cost
[Verse 2] I lay awake I can’t sleep most days thinking about what we could have had I know that we lost a thing but why ruin everything when I know you didn’t even love me anyway
[chorus]  why even try to show me love was this the plan, was this a job, was I not enough, I know I made some mistakes but was this worth the cost so I ask  why even try to show me love was this the plan, was this a job, was I not enough, I know I made some mistakes but was this worth the cost
[Verse 3] I waited when you left then the papers met my desk I panic thinking about losing you forever but in the end I must stand tall I lost my love and hope for happiness at all
[chorus]  why even try to show me love was this the plan, was this a job, was I not enough, I know I made some mistakes but was this worth the cost a friendship a lover a family for us to live and love 
[chorus]  why even try to show me love was this the plan, was this a job, was I not enough, I know I made some mistakes but was this worth the cost it cost me every thing my heart my mind and my strength to live on so I ask you why

Post hardcore with emotional screaming