I can’t take this anymore

[Verse 1] thinking, bringing back on all my past, maybe I was the problem all along, I hear these thoughts yelling at me I fucked things up I ruined it all, I know it’s all my fault, my friends say it’s not but inside I feel I failed you all

[pre Chorus] every time I get asked are you okay I say I am fine but inside I am fighting for my life wishing I could die but what’s the point when I barely live

[Chorus] I can’t talk anymore, I can’t think anymore, I tried fighting all these years, I can’t take this anymore, all this pain that I endure, I don’t know why I keep failing you all, but I’m fighting against a wall

[Verse 2] all my friends chose the other side, I’m thinking that they were right, I thought out everything, but in the end I am to blame, I lost everyone I loved, I lost all their trust, I walked away from it all, but now I’m walking lost 

[Pre chorus] I’ve walked this road so long, I really thought I was strong but in the end I knew it, I was just desperate 

[Chorus] I can’t talk anymore, I can’t think anymore, I tried fighting all these years, I can’t take this anymore, all this pain that I endure, I don’t know why I keep failing you all, but I’m fighting against a wall

[Verse 3] I admit I’m a failure, a loser, a freak, I used all my masks now and I know I can’t see, I looked into the mirror and saw just a beast, I can’t take this I need to end everything, I lost all my hope, all my love and my peace so I ask for a favor just please pull this trigger for me, because I have been trying my body’s fighting me, he puts his hand on mine and pushes it down just Let go of the past and love life right now, I looked and saw a face with love in there eyes I broke down and ask why

[Chorus] I can’t talk anymore, I can’t think anymore, I tried fighting all these years, I can’t take this anymore, all this pain that I endure, I don’t know why I keep failing you all, but I’m fighting against a wall because

[Chorus] I can’t talk anymore, I can’t think anymore, I tried fighting all these years, I can’t take this anymore, all this pain that I endure, I don’t know why I keep failing you all, but I’m fighting against a wall help me through this before I fall

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