# BPD Song with Background Vocals
## Verse 1
*Five years deep, high school sweetheart, thought we had forever* *(had forever)*
*Now I'm diagnosed BPD, emotions on a tether* *(on a tether)*
*You became my favorite person, that's a dangerous place* *(dangerous)*
*When someone holds your sanity but don't hold it with much grace* *(no grace)*
*Back and forth, up and down, emotional whiplash* *(whiplash)*
*Love you to the moon but I hate how much this hurt lasts* *(it hurts)*
*Borderlines a prison when you can't control the feels* *(can't control)*
*And you the only person who could make this shit feel real* *(feel real)*
## Hook/Chorus
*I love you more than words can say* *(more than words)*
*But I have to love myself first, that's the only way* *(only way)*
*It's killing me inside but I gotta let go* *(let it go)*
*Cuz holding on hurts more than you'll ever know* *(you'll never know)*
*All I need is just a text back* *(text me back)*
*But you leave me hanging, got me off track* *(off track)*
*BPD got me spinning, you my favorite person* *(favorite person)*
*But I'm done with all this pain, situation's getting worse and...* *(getting worse)*
## Verse 2
*Now you back with dude who sabotaged your car* *(sabotaged)*
*Talks shit about you daily but still wants you as his star* *(as his star)*
*He's damn near your mama's age, you really think that's all right?* *(that ain't right)*
*Got your face glued to your phone but can't text me back, ain't right* *(ain't right)*
*I'm just asking for respect, keep our friendship on track* *(on track)*
*You got so much on your plate, why invite this attack?* *(why attack?)*
*This toxic shits gonna end with y'all in prison or dead* *(or dead)*
*Meanwhile I'm over here trying to heal what's in my head* *(in my head)*
## Hook/Chorus
*I love you more than words can say* *(more than words)*
*But I have to love myself first, that's the only way* *(only way)*
*It's killing me inside but I gotta let go* *(let it go)*
*'Cause holding on hurts more than you'll ever know* *(you'll never know)*
*All I need is just a text back* *(text me back)*
*But you leave me hanging, got me off track* *(off track)*
*BPD got me spinning, you my favorite person* *(favorite person)*
*But I'm done with all this pain, situation's getting worse and...* *(getting worse)*
## Bridge
*So I sent another final message, said I'm done with wishy-washy* *(wishy-washy)*
*Trying to choose myself but damn this shit still haunts me* *(still haunts me)*
*Every day's a battle just to put my mental first* *(mental first)*
*But loving you been killing me, can't let it get much worse* *(get much worse)*
*I'm learning that self-care ain't selfish, it's survival* *(it's survival)*
*Fighting for my sanity, hoping this is my revival* *(my revival)*
*Still care about you deeply but I gotta save myself* *(save myself)*
*Before this favorite person shit destroys my mental health* *(mental health)*
WORLDPATTERNZ
