Iron

I just wanted to be free from all my pain in my heart I just wanted to say goodbye to my demons in my head

But I’m still stuck in the darkness I can still hear all of my demons mocking me for still trying to hold onto my humanity

My heart is locked away I trapped it in the darkness and my emotions and everything that I was Ive gone cold I don’t feel anything with in me anymore ever since you left me and broke my heart

I was in love once apon a time but now I’m still stuck in the pits of darkness im forever trapped in the past when I was still my self when I was still in love and now I guess I have to say goodbye to my heart because you broke it and it shattered into pieces just like glass i just don’t feel anything in me anymore im a shell of my former self I can hear my monsters clawing at my walls in my head they want to rome free and I feel like a fool for ever falling in love with you and know I have no choice but to make my heart harder than steel and I guess I have no choice but to make it colder than ice my heart keeps on breaking because of you I guess I have to become a monster so that I can finally be free from all this pain and misery that you put me through

And now I’m just stuck with an iron heart that is not capable of feeling anything and it’s all your fault for making me this way I just want to curl up in a ball and cry but their is no tears left to cry over you and you made me feel broken inside but some haw im still here standing tall and will I ever be able to go back to who I was before I ever met you this is goodbye and I really wish I’d never met you