Sands of time

I’m stuck in the past and I can’t find way to move on it just seems like that time stands still for me I can’t find away through the sands of time haven’t been kind to me I’m forever stuck in a loop and I’m reliving my past and I can’t hardly take it I’ve been hurt so many times and now I’m stuck realivng my trauma that caused me to have so many nightmares when will the sands of time start moving for me again because I’m stuck in an everlasting loophole it’s draining me and it’s taking everything that I got so I don’t go insane when will the sands of time start moving again I can’t take it anymore I’m slowly going mad yeah when will the sands of time let go back to wear I used to be and wher I belong I thought I moved on from my past but I’m still stuck in the past and the sands of time won’t let me go until I truly moved on