ANYMORE

Verse 1

I still park in the far corner

Like I’m not trying to be seen

I still talk to the dashboard

When the road gets in between

Everybody’s moving forward

Like it’s easy, like it’s clean

I’m just trying to make it home

Without turning back to who I used to be

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Pre-Chorus

They keep asking what I’m chasing

Like I know what I’m running from

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Chorus

I don’t break like I did before

But I don’t feel safe like I did back then

I don’t drown in the same old storms

But I don’t sleep through the rain anymore

I don’t disappear in the dark

I don’t beg for a second chance

I don’t fall apart on the floor

But I don’t feel the ending anymore

I don’t know what I am anymore

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Verse 2

I keep every light off at night

So the silence feels honest

There’s a number I won’t delete

Even though I don’t call it

I’m not haunted by ghosts

I’m haunted by habits

By the way I still wait for you

Like I don’t even notice I have it

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Pre-Chorus

They keep saying I should be proud

Like surviving is something you win

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Chorus

I don’t break like I did before

But I don’t feel safe like I did back then

I don’t drown in the same old storms

But I don’t sleep through the rain anymore

I don’t disappear in the dark

I don’t beg for a second chance

I don’t fall apart on the floor

But I don’t feel the ending anymore

I don’t know what I am anymore

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Bridge

I thought the hard part was staying

Turns out it’s staying the same

I don’t miss the pain

I miss knowing my name

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Final Chorus

I don’t break like I did before

But I don’t feel whole like I used to be

I don’t scream at the ceiling now

But the quiet still lives in me

I don’t lose every piece I love

But I don’t know where the rest all went

I don’t fall apart on the floor

But I don’t feel like I’m finished yet

I don’t know who I am anymore

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Outro

I’m still here.

Just different.