[Verse 1]
You left your sweater on my chair
Still smells like your perfume and bad decisions
I talk to shadows on the wall
Ask them why they never take your side
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep replaying every word you didn’t say
In the quiet
In the spaces you left behind
Tell me
Was I ever really yours
Or just a place to hide?
[Chorus]
It’s just midnight in my head again
You keep walking through these rooms like you still live here
Every heartbeat writes your name and then
Scratches it out till the ink turns clear
If this is love
Why does it feel like
Losing blood in a slow drip bed?
You’re long gone from my arms
But you’re
Still midnight in my head
[Verse 2]
Your glass is waiting in the sink
Lipstick in a half-moon
Cruel reminder
I trace the outline with my thumb
Try to taste the part of you I never reached
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep pretending I’m the one who walked away
But the mirror
Shows a stranger I can’t defend
Tell me
Were we ever really us
Or just a means to an end?
[Chorus]
It’s just midnight in my head again
You keep walking through these rooms like you still live here
Every heartbeat writes your name and then
Scratches it out till the ink turns clear
If this is love
Why does it feel like
Losing blood in a slow drip bed?
You’re long gone from my arms
But you’re
Still midnight in my head
[Bridge]
I said I’m fine (I lied)
Smiled on the ride back home (dead eyes)
Pulled the curtains closed so tight
But you seep through the sides (through the sides)
How do I heal
From something that was never really mine? (oh)
Teach me to feel
Anything that doesn’t sound like goodbye
[Chorus]
It’s just midnight in my head again
You keep walking through these rooms like you still live here
Every heartbeat writes your name and then
Scratches it out till the ink turns clear
If this is love
Why does it feel like
Losing blood in a slow drip bed?
You’re long gone from my arms
But you’re
Still midnight in my head
Still midnight in my head