God

I tried calling but you just dont answer anymore 
I said I was sorry what more can you blame me for 
you wanted it all so I gave it to you 
my problem and burdens 
the good and bad and ugly too 
a list of sin to long to read through 
and the good not long enough to even mention to you 
you know I tried to do the best I can 
with every opportunity at my hand
to grow and be a better man 
I know i took the wrong path 
but I was still going the same direction 
no one told me there would be this much math 
but maybe it was me and I just didnt listen 
but I been screaming In a packed room 
and no body hears me 
they say it gets better soon 
but it dont so I stay so fried 
im crispy 











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every night i got on my knees to pray 
and I was in church in the pews every single Sunday 
but it just got worse the more I tried to ask 
you for help 
now im hurt and im all by myself 
so as I lay here motionless 
pain only in my head 
like everything else 
every word I ever said 
was all made up nothing was real 
then you broke my heart 
the way you made me feel 
alone in the world 
asked you into my broken heart 
wounded defeated like my life 
has fell apart 
the good times and my brother 
are gone 
and in my head is the empty song 
once I sang to everyone 
and they all sang along 
I know nothing in life is in my controle 
and the day will come when it all ends 
ill pay for the sin when the bell tolls 
so I dont know if your real 
or if you hate me 
but God if your listening 
please come and 
save me 
[Outro]

Poetry in music, spoken/sang, male