[Intro]
Static brain
Empty chest
Same four walls
Same old mess
[Verse 1]
Sleep all day
Stare at the ceiling
Chewed-up heart
Numbed-out feeling
Ashtray thoughts
Burning my throat
Pulled-down hood
I disappear in this coat
[Pre-Chorus]
Every mirror just cracks in my hands
Every promise turns into sand
I’ve been screaming in a room full of ghosts
I’ve been bleeding where nobody knows
[Chorus]
I was lost in the dark
With my hate
With my hurt
Just a shadow in a crowd
Face buried in the dirt
Then you walked through the wreck
Put your hand on my scars
Now I’m learning how to live
Finding you in the fallout
In the shards
[Verse 2]
Fists in walls
Knuckles all swollen
Phone on the floor
Same words unspoken
Couldn’t trust
Any smile I’d see
Every hug
Felt like it’d rip out of me
[Pre-Chorus]
Every night I would choke on the past
Every breath felt like it might be my last
I was nothing but a weight on my chest
I was hollow
Just a hole in my vest
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
You saw the stains on my sleeve
Didn’t turn
Didn’t leave
You sat down in the dirt
Said
“I know that it hurts”
Pulled my rage from the fire
With your shaking hands
Now my demons step back
When you’re holding my hand
[low vocal register]
I’m not cured
But I’m not alone
Still cracked
But we built a home
In the ruins
Where I almost gave in
You were the first thing that ever
Felt like a win
[crescendo]
So if I break
Will you stay
Will you stay?
If I shake
Will you say my name?
[Chorus]
[Outro]
Yeah
I was lost in the dark
Now I breathe where you are
All this pain in my veins
Turns to light in your arms
Finding you in the fallout
Finding me in your eyes