INTRO (flat, distant, almost emotionless)
I don’t feel less.
I feel controlled.
There’s a difference.
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VERSE 1 (Rap – cold, minimal delivery)
I stopped explaining when I realized
Nobody listened, they just replied
I don’t argue, I disengage
I don’t react, I recalibrate
What used to hurt doesn’t register
I don’t flinch, I don’t measure words
I learned silence saves energy
Emotion costs more than it’s ever worth
I don’t hate you, I don’t care
That’s the line you never prepare
I used to feel things all the way through
Now I feel what’s useful
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PRE-CHORUS (short, clipped)
No expectations
No attachment
No explanations
No access
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CHORUS (Metal – cold power, no emotion)
🔥 NO ACCESS 🔥
I don’t open the door
🔥 NO REACTION 🔥
Not worth the force
From the calm in my chest to the steel in my spine
I don’t break—I decline
🔥 NO ACCESS 🔥
I don’t let it inside
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VERSE 2 (Rap – detached, surgical)
I don’t chase closure, I close files
I don’t miss people—I miss time
I don’t revisit what drained me
If it cost peace, it ain’t me
I learned real quick distance is power
Not everything needs to be louder
I don’t vent, I don’t spiral
I move forward, not viral
I don’t flinch at disrespect
I just remove what’s incorrect
No speeches, no scenes, no blame
Just absence—that’s the change
They expect anger, tears, reply
I give silence and watch them try
Confusion hits harder than rage
When you don’t get a stage
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BREAKDOWN (Metal – slow, crushing, empty)
NO—ANGER
NO—PLEA
NO—MEMORY
THAT—OWNS—ME
CUT—OFF
SEALED—TIGHT
CONTROL—IS—THE—FIGHT
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BUILD-UP (spoken, flat)
I’m not numb.
I’m selective.
I didn’t lose emotion.
I just stopped wasting it.
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FINAL CHORUS (full force, still restrained)
🔥 NO ACCESS 🔥
Not to my time
🔥 NO REACTION 🔥
Not to your line
From the pressure to the poise to the space I command
I don’t bend—I stand
🔥 NO ACCESS 🔥
I’m untouchable
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OUTRO (quiet, distant, no resolution)
I don’t need closure.
I don’t need peace talks.
I don’t need to be understood.
I need control.
And I have it.
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