Oh shit here we go again I need to get in contact with my doctor
I got voices in my head and my mind keeps spinnin like propellers on a fuckin helicopter
This suspicious blood is ridiculous because everything i give is conspicuous
From my sense of security felt to obscurity yelling obscenities this is absurdity
Lyrical entity envy thy enemy empty this clip till they trip off the remedy sing this melody my flow is heavenly
Demons in my soul are constantly tempting me
Living in misery learning humility
Spitting a plan and clutching a rosary
All that I wrote is to sanctify savagery pain and some agony, death and disparity
Clearly I need to get my motherfuckin medication in my motherfuckin system real quick I'm on columbine with twelve concubines
I got concrete rymes that'll blow a mind Shakespeare the way that I construct it call it al jazeera like it's mass destruction
I've come way too far with this Abdu'allah and my belive in God has been cracked with a flaw
As I fall through these shadows this blasphemous blackness I'm stuck in a nightmare that you can't imagine
I'm sick of my pastor he's preaching salivation just burry me deep so I'm resting in peace
I eternally sleep with bouquets of carnations, rosies n posies and blood colored daisies
Mutilating my wrist going through phases nobody notice that shit was amazing
I'm bipolar and borderline crazy
I guess I'm everything that made me
I am what am what I am is a shame the fact that I'm bearing this family name realize that my father and I are the same see these apples you barely fall far from the tree
that ain't no more lines being dedicated to those I hate
That refuse to acknowledge calamities caused that I'm dealing with everyday okay
about to get technical I'm on meth tical spitting a pristine vow
I'm like Tyson my vices are killing me slowly
I burn all my bridges in this allegory disgusted by lack of compassion and this man that's rooted in evil and seated in wealth won't do for another what you do for self
I ain't writing no rymes bitch I'm crying for help