Intro:
The clock ticks on, but time stands still,
Haunted by choices, against my will.
A silent echo of what used to be,
A somber song of you and me.
Verse 1:
Though seasons have changed, the pain remains,
A ghost of abandonment in my veins.
I whisper apologies to the fading light,
For my part in the darkness of that night.
Chorus:
I'm weary, so weary, of this endless fight,
Trapped in the shadows, longing for light.
The weight of regret, a heavy chain,
Bound by the echoes of yesterday's rain.
Verse 2:
Instead of reaching, I turned within,
Justifying the chaos, the hurt, the sin.
I built up walls, brick by lonely brick,
And in the silence, my spirit grew sick.
Verse 3:
I sought solace in the blade's cold kiss,
A moment of release, a fleeting bliss.
But the scars remain, a painful brand,
A reminder of when I lost command.
Chorus:
I'm weary, so weary, of this endless fight,
Trapped in the shadows, longing for light.
The weight of regret, a heavy chain,
Bound by the echoes of yesterday's rain.
Verse 4:
I'm fighting to rise, though the battle's steep,
To mend the broken pieces, buried deep.
The tiredness lingers, a constant haze,
But I search for strength in these weary days.
Ending:
Though shadows linger, I won't succumb,
I'll find my way back from the numb.
For even in darkness, a flicker remains,
A hope for healing, beyond the pains.