[Verse 1]
Boots in the hallway
But only in my head
I still taste metal
Every time I break bread
Laughter at dinner
And I flinch at the glass
My body hits cover
Though the danger’s long passed
[Chorus]
I came home
But I’m not back yet
Carry ghosts like a secret debt
Every name that we never get to text
Burns like ashes in my chest
Why am I breathing when they’re not here?
Smile on my face
But it’s cracked by fear
Every sunrise feels like theft
Burns like ashes in my chest (in my chest)
[Verse 2]
Photos on the mantle
All the ones who stayed
I see different faces
In the corners of the frame
Mom says she’s thankful
That I made it through
I stare at the carpet
Thinking
“So did who?”
[Chorus]
I came home
But I’m not back yet
Carry ghosts like a secret debt
Every name that we never get to text
Burns like ashes in my chest
Why am I breathing when they’re not here?
Smile on my face
But it’s cracked by fear
Every sunrise feels like theft
Burns like ashes in my chest (oh, in my chest)
[Bridge]
I march in my mind down a quiet street
Gunfire hiding in a car horn’s beep
Hero on paper
But I know the truth
I’m a scared kid stuck in those ruined boots
[Chorus]
I came home
But I’m not back yet
Carry ghosts like a secret debt
Every name that we never get to text
Burns like ashes in my chest
If there’s a reason I survived this mess
Let their stories fill my breath
Till the guilt lays down to rest
From these ashes in my chest (in my chest, in my chest)