Sorry I Am This Way

[Intro]
“I never asked to be broken…
And I never meant to hurt you.
But I’m still sorry I am this way.”


[Verse 1]
I never asked for this heavy heart,
I never chose to be torn apart.
I bite too hard, I lash too fast,
A storm that strikes, then fades at last.


[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want to drag you down,
But I can’t escape my mind.
The pieces never fit,
No matter what I try.


[Chorus]
I’m sorry I am this way,
For the anger I can’t control.
I wish I could find the words to say,
Before the fire takes its toll.
I never asked to fall apart,
But I keep breaking your heart.


[Verse 2]
Snapping back when I don’t mean to,
The ones I love feel the wounds I do.
I hate the echo of the things I’ve said,
A mouth like fire, painting the world red.


[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want to drag you down,
But I can’t escape my mind.
The storm inside of me
Has no guide to find.


[Chorus]
I’m sorry I am this way,
For the anger I can’t control.
I wish I could find the words to say,
Before the fire takes its toll.
I never asked to fall apart,
But I keep breaking your heart.


[Verse 3]
If there’s a way to let it go,
I’ll give my pain to the One I know.
If God can take the rage from me,
Then maybe one day I’ll be free.



[Bridge – whispered]
I never asked to be this way…
I never asked to feel this pain…
I never asked to lose my fight…
But please God, take control tonight!


[Final Chorus]
I’m sorry I am this way,
But I won’t let it define me forever.
I’ll fight to find a brighter day,
And stitch these scars together.
I never asked to fall apart,
But I’ll still protect your heart.


[Soft Fading Outro]
“…I never asked to be broken…
But I’m still sorry I am this way.”

Male vocals, emo-rock, alt-rock, heartfelt, emotional, emotional release