When will u wake up

So i had a long hard look at the pattern,With every single person you've been with, you've been chasing something more, something better. Not because they're not enough, but because you've been searching for a void that you can't fill.The truth is you’re scared to miss out on something "better". And it's not fair to anyone, especially not me You've been stuck in this cycle, always looking over your shoulder, wondering what's out there.I see right through it, and it's confronting, but it's also kinda liberating. You can't keep running from the truth. Maybe it's time you stop looking for something better and start appreciating what's right in front of you... or maybe it's time you work on being happy with yourself, so you don't need someone else to complete you. How many times and many girls has there been and you are always looking at someone else I know you have not be fully truthful but I don’t know why lie about it when the truth always comes out. Your always right so don’t expect me to change what you say Don’t mind me I’m just treating you the way you deserve so don’t expect that to change don’t expect the way you are spoken to to change because u know who I am I get a high off treating you like that shows who is the person in control