Static In My Soul

“I can’t hear myself think…

Because I’m never alone in here"

My mind’s a circuit board fried at the edge,

Thoughts crash like thunder, can’t climb off the ledge.

Static in the mirror, flickers in my head,

Can’t tell what’s real or what I’ve left unsaid.

Clock hands twitch and grind,

Every breath feels weaponized.

Smile painted like a mask—

But I’m shattering behind.

I’m breaking, I’m shaking,

Trapped in this feedback loop…

No volume left to drown it—

It’s always on mute.

There’s static in my soul,

And it’s tearing through control!

Can’t escape the overload—

Thoughts too loud, but I won’t fold.

There’s chaos in my brain,

But I smile through the strain.

No peace, no pause, no home—

Just static in my soul…

Breathe in wires, exhale flames,

Shouting answers, lost my name.

Memory glitch, heart out of sync,

Spinning in circles too tired to think.

Sleep’s a war I never win,

Silence screams beneath my skin.

No off switch, no reset—

Just reruns of my own regret.

I’m slipping, still gripping,

To a signal that’s gone dark…

No one hears the volume—

But it’s loud inside my heart.

There’s static in my soul,

And it’s tearing through control!

Can’t escape the overload—

Thoughts too loud, but I won’t fold.

There’s chaos in my brain,

But I smile through the strain.

No peace, no pause, no home—

Just static in my soul…

“White noise is all I hear—

Screaming in perfect silence.

I am not okay…

And no one notices.”

There’s static in my soul,

I’m drowning just to hold control!

The feedback’s all I know—

And I wear it like a crown below.

There’s chaos in my veins,

But I march through all the flames.

Won’t break, won’t let it show—

Just static in my soul…

…Just static...

...static...