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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
He’s up with the sun
Running circles round the room
I’m hiding in the bathroom
Counting breaths on the tile
Tiny hands on the door
“Mom
Are you okay?”
I say “yeah
I’m fine”
But my voice shakes the whole way
[Chorus]
I don’t deserve him
But I can’t breathe without his name
He wraps his arms around my knees
Like I’m his whole world anyway
I am tired
I am trying
I am breaking all the time
I don’t deserve him
But he still calls me “mine”
[Verse 2]
He forgets his coat
Leaves his shoes out by the stairs
Teachers calling
I nod along
Then hang up and just despair
There’s crayons on the wall
But he drew us holding hands
Wrote “mommy is my hero”
In uneven
Crooked strands
[Chorus]
I don’t deserve him
But I can’t breathe without his name
He wraps his arms around my knees
Like I’m his whole world anyway
I am tired
I am trying
I am breaking all the time
I don’t deserve him
But he still calls me “mine”
[Bridge]
If love was enough
Would I still feel this small? (so small)
If he could see inside my head
Would he love me at all?
Then he laughs in the hallway
Shouts “Mom
Come and see!”
And in that one
Wild moment
He believes in me
[Chorus]
I don’t deserve him
But I can’t breathe without his name
He wraps his arms around my knees
Like I’m his whole world anyway
I am tired
I am trying
I am here for every fight
I don’t deserve him
But I’ll learn to be his light
[Outro]
He’s up with the sun
I wipe the tears from my eyes
Open up the bathroom door
And step into his life
Details
GeneratedJan 28, 2026
Duration3:21
LanguageEnglish
Style
Gentle indie ballad with soft piano and subtle acoustic guitar, close-mic’d female vocal on the edge of cracking. Verses stay intimate and hushed; chorus swells with warm pads, distant choir-like harmonies, and a simple, steady kick on downbeats. Bridge strips back to near a cappella, then everything blooms in the final chorus, leaving long reverb tails for an emotional, lingering close., sad, female vocals
Credits
Prompt byAudioCircuit397
ModelAria v5
Prompt
My son has adhd and I’m scared I’m not a good enough mother for him all I do is hide from him and cry I couldn’t live without him I love him so much but I don’t deserve him sad female voice
