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Been awhile since I wrote

Mainly cause I feel like I’m being outspoken

Past actions got me heartbroken

Free falling

in my own emotions

Moving oceans and mountains

Just to hear or see you

It’s been months since I held you in my arms

I didn’t mean no harm

I just want you back in my arms

My princess I meant it when we sang I love you to the moon and back

I wrote that song cause I truly have your back

No matter what anyone says I’ll always be your dad

It breaks my heart to see you sad

Being apart is never easy and I’m sorry to put you through it

I literally hope you know that your the only reason I’m still breathing and fighting

Digging myself out of this hole

With god by my side

I promise you’ll be by mine

Yeah thought I had my life figured out

Now I’m watching it all fall apart

I’m not done just have to reset

And recollect my mentality

Your so close yet feels like your oceans away

Pictures and videos of you get me through everyday

One day you’ll be with me again

One day I can apologize for not being there

I know it’ll never be like it used to be

You might never see me as the dad I used to be

It hurts but it’s reality

Keeping a positive mindset

Through this reset

Is so heavy

Lord be with me

Give me the strength