[Verse 1]
Used to hear my name on the loudspeaker
Mama in the stands, eyes shine, sittin’ crowd center
Coach said I was next, tape on my banged fingers
Whole block at my games, felt my hope linger
Then I missed one play, made one bad season
Scouts stopped callin’, started overthinkin’ every reason
Friends turned cold, group chat got silent
Heart full of noise, so I went chasin’ violence
Corner boys cheered when I came around
“Star boy, hold this,” put a weight on my crown
Cleats in the closet started gatherin’ dust
Traded in my dreams for a little street trust
[Chorus]
I fumbled my future, dropped it on the concrete
Gave up the field just to die for a small street
Lost all my brothers, lost my mom’s sleep
Now I’m runnin’ from the love I swore I would keep
I fumbled my future, carried all this bad pride
Chased cold cash, let the real ones pass by
Look in the mirror, don’t know that guy
Young football star who let his whole life slide
[Verse 2]
Late night, same park, different lights flicker
Used to run routes, now I run from pictures
Flash from a car, might be cops, might be ops
Every corner that I cut put me closer to a box
Mama on the phone, voice thin, sound tired
“Baby come home,” but my heart felt wired
Could’ve been film room, could’ve been practice
Instead it’s back alleys, dark jokes, black matches
Got a call one day, teammate got drafted
I just stared at the wall, laughed then crashed in
Timeline full of what I should’ve been
Scrollin’ past blessings like they somebody else’s sin
[Chorus]
I fumbled my future, dropped it on the concrete
Gave up the field just to die for a small street
Lost all my brothers, lost my mom’s sleep
Now I’m runnin’ from the love I swore I would keep
I fumbled my future, carried all this bad pride
Chased cold cash, let the real ones pass by
Look in the mirror, don’t know that guy
Young football star who let his whole life slide
[Bridge]
Stood outside the old stadium gate (yeah)
Heard a whistle in the wind, felt late
Turf still green, my name long gone
But my shadow on the grass looked ten years strong
If I get one more down, one more drive
Could I tackle my past, keep my heart alive?
Street got a grip, but my soul still talks
Says “you ain’t dead yet, boy, just walk”
[Chorus]
I fumbled my future, dropped it on the concrete
Gave up the field just to die for a small street
Lost all my brothers, lost my mom’s sleep
Now I’m runnin’ from the love I swore I would keep
I fumbled my future, carried all this bad pride
Chased cold cash, let the real ones pass by
Look in the mirror, tryna find that guy
Young football star with a second chance to try