(Verse 1)
I wish I could remember half the things I’d done before
But I’ll never forget last December when I walked out that front door
There wasn’t anything I could do, nothing I could say
She said she’s sick of trying, sick of all my lying
And that I’ll never change my ways
(Verse 2)
I remember when my family quit taking my phone calls
Empty chairs at Christmas, family pictures on the walls
I remember all the broken trust, every promise left behind
Now the only thing they know for sure is… they can’t count on me this time
(Pre-Chorus)
Funny how my heart remembers every scar I’ve made…
But the moments that were worth the most just slowly fade away.
(Chorus)
I don’t remember tuckin’ my little ones in bed
I don’t remember most of what my old man said
I don’t remember birthdays, holidays or any Sunday drives
I don’t remember showing up for half my own damn life
I remember every bridge I burned… every heart that I’d let down
Funny how addiction steals the good and leaves the bad around
I don’t remember…
(Verse 3)
I remember waking up alone with yesterday’s regrets
Another morning full of questions I ain’t answered yet
I remember looking in the mirror, not knowing who I’d see
Watching someone I didn’t recognize… stare back at me
(Bridge)
I remember praying one last time with nothing left to lose
Asking God to help me walk a road I couldn’t choose
Maybe He can give me back the years that slipped away
Maybe He can’t change my yesterdays… but He can help me change today
(Final Chorus)
I don’t remember tuckin’ my little ones in bed…
I don’t remember most of what my old man said
I don’t remember birthdays, holidays or any Sunday drives
I don’t remember showing up for half my own damn life
I remember every bridge I burned… every heart that I’d let down
Funny how addiction steals the good and leaves the bad around
I don’t remember yesterday…
But I won’t lose today…
No, I don’t remember…
I don’t remember…
MikeMajorDMW
