I don’t love you, no question about it
I hate the way you treat me, yeah I doubt it
I hate the way you look at me like I’m small
Like I’m already bracing for the fall
I hate the sound of your voice at night
Hate going to sleep after another fight
Hate waking up and you’re still there
Same empty words, same cold stare
You give me high hopes just to crush them fast
Say “I love you” like it’s built to last
Pet names dripping off your tongue
But every promise comes undone
I’m done chasing, I’m done begging
Done being patient, done pretending
Done with the compliments, reassurance too
All that affection I gave to you
I’m sick of loving someone who
Makes me shake the whole night through
I hate you for making me love you
But not anymore — I choose me, not you
You’re not different, you’re just the same
Different face but the same damn game
You’re all of them, every lie
Every tear I let you see me cry
Why me? Why’d you make me fall?
Why’d you have to build these walls?
Was I easy? Did you know
I’d give up everything just to not let go?
Was it ‘cause I’d sacrifice?
Every piece of my own life?
You took my heart, you took control
But you don’t get my soul
I’m done chasing, I’m done begging
Done being patient, done pretending
Done with the compliments, reassurance too
All that affection I gave to you
I’m not a second option, no
Not some girl who waits below
I hate you for making me love you
But not anymore — I choose me, not you
It’s late for me, you don’t care
I’m exhausted, you’re unaware
We sleep on the phone every night
But I’m alone when I turn off the light
You were never there
Never have been
Never will be
And now I finally see
I’m done waiting, done breaking
Done with every chance you’re taking
You don’t deserve the love I gave
I’m not the one you get to save
I resent you — but I’m free
You don’t get the best of me
You made me fall, you made me bleed
But not anymore — I’m choosing me
