I don’t wanna give up, even through the pain
Even when your silence hits harder than the rain
You’ve been pulling farther, I can feel the space
But I still see the old you in your tired face
Late night talks ‘til the sun would rise
You’d spam my phone just to hear my voice
Beg me not to leave for work that day
Ask me questions just to make me stay
You used to calm me down so easily
Now it feels like you’re just leaving me
But deep down I know you love me
Deep down I know you care
You miss the way we used to be
When my voice was always there
You don’t like yelling, you don’t like the fights
You don’t like losing sleep at night
Deep down I know you miss me too
Like I’m still missing you
You’d say when you were playing bad
“Just talk to me, it helps so bad”
And I would stay until you’d smile
Make the hard days worth your while
I don’t know when the distance grew
Or when resentment came for you
But feeling you let go of me
Is the worst kind of agony
You don’t wanna be this cold
I know you miss the way you used to hold
’Cause deep down I know you love me
Deep down I know you care
You miss the nights you couldn’t sleep
Unless you knew I was there
You don’t like hurting me like this
You don’t like what we’ve become
Deep down I know you miss us
Even if you won’t say it out loud
Would it be easier if we shared a home?
If I didn’t have to love you alone?
Would you be happy if I stayed?
Or happier if I walked away?
And if your smile means losing mine
I’d let you go every time
’Cause loving you means wanting you
Happy… even if it’s not with me
Deep down I know you love me
Deep down I know it’s true
And even if you’re not with me
I’ll still want the best for you
I don’t wanna give up on us
But if that’s what I must do
Just know my heart will always
Have a place for you
